nobody pays any attention anyway

she wonders if she is violating his privacy writing all this and posting it on the web, but he doesn't read any of her other blogs or writings and nobody pays attention to her, so she posts these entries anyway because she dreams that someone will find her and care about her someday... she feels like nobody ever really cared to take the time to get to know her and wonders if she is worth knowing, so she writes in the hope that someone will care someday... she does not want him to be upset if he ever finds these words, she just needs to release her thoughts and feeling somehow and if she doesn't share them out here on the web, how will she ever be found...