his way

living with denial and delusion does not make for a comfortable environment for him and he usually do not stay in such a space... in fact, he stayed only a few times stayed and it was for children, for innocents who were trapped by the denial and delusion of the adult or adults who had custody of them... and here, as strange as it may seem, he am in a very similar place... she is a grown woman, but with the dependency of a child as she has created a well of debt for herself that has prevented her from paying rent or other bills and she has not been able to support herself independently in her almost four decades of life... and he has been helping bail her out for years... enabling and yet, how does one turn family out on the street... a moot question, one doesn't... at least he doesn't... it is not fun for him to write about this and it feels like he is violating her privacy but he need to maintain his integrity and sanity and writing is how he do that... perhaps this should be a private entry... perhaps it is...